A Unique Predicament

I find myself, at the end of a trip to Dharamshala. I had the good fortune of being blessed by His Holiness The Dalai Lama.
At this moment, I feel a difficulty in expression. How do I express joy? How do I tell people of what has happened to me?

It is a bit painful, I realise that my difficulty has become that of joy, happiness and goodness. When it first happened, and I tried to tell people, I found myself hurt and demotivated.

In many ways, imagine your tribe is starving. In your excursions you have found an oasis, but the tribe will not come. How painful then- either be alone in that oasis or starve together.