Hello to guidance

I do not have major issues. I come to you because I want to be the best version of myself. I want fame, power, money and women. I also want my morality and integrity aligned. I wish to help people, be a good listener and a firm speaker whose words are chosen to inspire, soothe and comfort. I wish to be firm in my decisions, enjoy success and learn the most from failure. I wish to be different, and unique yet confident in my aloneness. I want to be free, financially, stress wise and spiritually- as well as from my past. I wish to want the process. I wish to live, be grateful for and to make the best use of the unique resources that I have been blessed with. I want a life I would like to remember, full of activity and calm. I wish to be the Buddha, Krishna and Christ rolled into one with Johnny Depp, Lincoln , Alan Watts and many more. I want to be the best of my time, a result of all the work that the world has put in before me. I want human connect, intellectual stimulation and creative outlet. Adventure and spirituality, all without attachment. I also wish to understand my hatred for myself. I want to be a master not of one subject, but learning itself. I want to put myself to the best use for the world- either it be direct service or leading by example. I want to be perfect in that I can live with my imperfections, making all categories disappear, so I do not judge others. I wish to be so strong that deception and lies no longer affect me, and that I do not need to fear being used by others. I wish to be free. I wish to only speak the truth and be clear in my thought. For when I speak the truth I can see through the deception and unconsciousness of others very well. For this I wish to understand people, and use this knowledge for good.