when i look at her

the waves in me find peace

in this silence

my world speaks

she asks me why am i quiet

how can i tell

that i am afraid if i speak

it will break this spell

perhaps it is the truth

either way i have lost myself

whether this is reality or a dream

let me be

yes she may think i stare

it is true i dont blink

if i blink it may get lost

and i wish to waste no more time finding it

no more time looking for home

when i am home here already