This has been the first post of its kind in a while. We had an outreach camp, I cannot help but think of the Finnish camps and the Auroville trip. Here I felt disconnected, there were so many. In Auroville too there were many, not much mingling, but the activities and experience felt HD. This was down to earth. Why am I here again?

Finnish camp, few people, much bond. Here there were three days, it was hot and dusty. Perhaps I am just too hungry right now. I wish to go home. I feel homesick. I feel like running away from this place, this heat, this noise. I am hungry. I shall restrain my thoughts from verging on dismay. Let me distract myself until my composure returns.

Later:
It was a good time. I saw peacocks, because I walked ahead.