There is a place for what you wish to do in this world. You need only understand what it is, there will be no convincing or resistance, this will flow. You must be patient and not give in to your impulses which run from the discomfort of boredom, lack of purpose and pain. You must not fear pain.

There will be a moment in your life where you found yourself in a crisis, a trouble of the mind and body. You were patient here. You did not give in to your impulses, and the pain slowly became joy. It was not the happiness of an addict, who derives pleasure from running away. You stood your ground, faced your fear, and came out on top. You were strengthened with the belief that you can make it. That you can overcome anything there is.

This is all you must remember. You must not forget this, else you may dig a deeper hole. Trust in yourself, that what you truly want is known to you and is looking for you. Just sit and close your eyes, focus only on the emptiness. Let the thoughts come, and one of them will stick. You will realise this one will guide your next actions, just as this message has come from one of these contemplations.

Let there be none of you left. There is only